A time arrives in the life of every true seeker when it is not enough to simply believe in God. The greatest need is to know God.
Flower A. Newhouse

The Retreat

A 655-acre Nature Cathedral

Questhaven Retreat

Questhaven Retreat is a secluded nature preserve located in the coastal wilderness of San Diego County, providing a sacred setting for individuals and groups of all faiths to experience peace and renewal.

Sincere seekers visit throughout the year to harvest its energies and wisdom, prayerfully walk the labyrinth and trails, stay in one of the many cottages, and draw closer to God in the beauty of nature.

The Training

The Way of Christian Mysticism

The Christward Ministry

The Christward Ministry is a spiritual training center dedicated to sharing the esoteric Christian teachings as taught by Questhaven's founders, Flower and Lawrence Newhouse.

Following the path of Christian Mysticism, we strive for a direct experience of God through a deepening relationship with the Living Christ. Above learning, we emphasize living the Christward Way.

The Mystic

Flower A. Newhouse, Founder

Flower A. Newhouse

Flower A. Newhouse is a well-known twentieth-century Christian mystic. She wrote and lectured extensively to reawaken humanity to the reality of the Living Christ, the Inner Worlds and the Angel Kingdom.

Her exceptional synthesis of inner perception and Christ-centered character was consecrated to the rediscovery of esoteric truth and the training of students in the way of Christian discipleship.

Christmas 2014

Christ, The Magnet of Our Return


Advent 2014 As Christmas approaches through the Advent season, we have an opportunity to draw even closer to our Lord Emmanuel, the Living Christ. His nativity is really the unfolding of our nativity through Him. Our Lord brings His influence upon our continual rebirth and transformation. Wednesday evening classes will include sharings and devotional ceremonies that help us reflect on the myriad of ways that our lives are lifted and changed through our connection to Him.

Sunday services will include an Advent candle lighting ceremony and topics to bring awareness to His living influence upon our lives.

I pray for purification that I may stand forth a clear channel for His Will and His Light.
Flower A. Newhouse

Please join us these Wednesday evenings at 7:30 p.m. in the Church of the Holy Quest:

November 19th: Dedication to Christ: The Path to Spiritual Growth–Carol Willis

Dedication to Christ: The Path to Spiritual Growth

November 26th: Dedication to Christ: Through Fear to Faith–Felice Reynolds, R.N.

Dedication to Christ: Through Fear to Faith

December 3rd: Dedication to Christ: Coming to Inner Peace Through Faith–Diane Huberts

Dedication to Christ: Coming to Inner Peace Through Faith

December 10th: Dedication to Christ: Creative Faith–Dr. Rebecca Wright

Dedication to Christ: Creative Faith

The days which precede and include Christmas shall be consecrated to the deepening of spiritual Love for all the Lives which God has created and the handiwork He has made. From the practice of such inward preparation, may we be filled with the spirit of peace, love, and of reverence for God. Then with clear-sightedness and accelerated intuition we shall approach Christ's day to testify through His inner cleansing.
Flower A. Newhouse

Please join us these Sunday Mornings at 10:45 a.m. in the Church of the Holy Quest:

November 16th: Christ Magnetizes God's Light in You–Reverend Hal A. Lingerman

The weeks of Advent offer everyone many accelerated opportunities to draw closer to the Lord Christ and all the Company of Heaven who are inspiring and encouraging us to waken all our God-given spiritual capacities.

Christ Magnetizes God's Light in You

November 23rd: Responding to the Starlight Rays of Our Soul–Reverend Blake Isaac

Flower A. Newhouse said "A soul that is active in us is dwelling in a wonderful world, a world of Light, a world of power and beauty and creativity such as we know nothing about in this dimension." Like a star to shine its reflections of God upon us, we need to learn to listen and respond to its rays of hope and promise. Let us explore how we can do this in ever greater ways.

Responding to the Starlight Rays of Our Soul

November 30th: Keeping Vigil: The Mystical Practice of Wakefulness–Reverend Jonathan Wiltshire

The word vigil is derived from Latin meaning wakefulness. It is more than staying awake, being on guard, or sitting up with one who is in need. Throughout the history of religion vigil has been an important aspect of the holy quest. It's a way to find our inner strength, to know divine intercession, to discover that silence is not empty. The Christmas season calls us to the silent night, the holy night, and vigil.

Keeping Vigil: The Mystical Practice of Wakefulness

December 7th: The Annunciation of Mary–Julie Hilt

And Mary said, My soul doth magnify the Lord, and my spirit hath rejoiced in God my Savior. For He hath regarded the low estate of His handmaiden: for behold, from henceforth all generations shall call me blessed. Luke 1, 46-48 (KJV)

The Annunciation of Mary

December 14th: Walking in Oneness: Christ and You–Reverend Miara Wiltshire

How exquisite is the stillness that reveals His nearness. For the Spirit of our Lord walks with us guiding our discovery of life's sacredness. Let us find that stillness, feel His nearness and welcome that which He brings. Behold! The Light of Christmas is in our midst.

Walking in Oneness: Christ and You

December 21st: (Christmas Retreat) Joy to the World, the Lord is Come!–Reverend Blake Isaac

If we desire a deepening understanding of Christmas as an inner experience, it calls for each of us to expand our understanding into the mystery of the Christ office. From Lord Maitreya to the first Christmas, we begin to sense the growing immensity of the one who came to fulfill the prophesies–Lord Emmanuel, the Living Christ. With great joy, the world sings out for the Lord has come.

Joy to the World, the Lord is Come!

Advent 2014 Flier

Christmas Retreat 2014 Flier

Michaelmas Retreat 2014

Honoring the Angels


Let us commune with the reality of Angels, and be open to the purity, the wonder, the mystery and the almightiness of their God-given life and purpose.
Flower A. Newhouse

On the wings of Angels we are lifted following our Michaelmas Retreat experience this past weekend at Questhaven. The opening service Friday night beautifully prepared us for a higher awareness of the Angel Kingdom through words, music, dance, and a creative portrayal of souls, representing each of the seven rays, being awakened to their life purpose and guided by their Guardian Angels.

Participants had an opportunity on Saturday to explore a deeper connection with their own Guardian Angel as well as other Angels through activities, which included proprioceptive writing and creating mandalas, followed by sharing and lunch. In the afternoon there was time for deeper meditation and reflection as we gathered in the church for sacred silence interspersed with Flower's insights on the Angels set to uplifting music. The day concluded with a group labyrinth walk, followed by a sharing in the Academy.

Sunday's service was filled with the music of Angels through the handbell choir, the voice choir, the congregation, and a sacred dance. Four of our beautiful women ministers led the service with Rev. Myrna Triggs opening, and Rev. Lucy Wold, Rev. Elizabeth Wood, and Rev. Miara Wiltshire each sharing a different aspect to increase our Angel awareness. The retreat concluded with a potluck lunch that filled the Friendship House to overflowing with joy and fellowship as old friends reconnected and new friends were discovered in our ever-growing spiritual family.

Honoring the Angels


For me it was a gentle, soothing quiet weekend. I felt a wonderful feeling of peace after we played the bells on Friday. Randy's meditation (on Saturday) led me deeper into a tangible aspect of presence, so much so that I just wanted to sit and enjoy the feeling. There was a beautiful vibration throughout the grounds at Questhaven during this Michaelmas. I felt directed to the posted sayings about Angels on the grounds. A truly lovely experience, and you could feel the love and thought put into the music, dance, and guided activities. May our shared presence manifest as peace to all my brothers and sisters at Questhaven.

During the proprioceptive writing, I felt my Guardian come through strongly. As She directed me, my hand seemed to fly across the page and expression came freely and bountifully. I was so deeply touched by Her tender, warm and compassionate response to my inquiries. I experienced healing on many different levels. What a blessing it was! I am so grateful.

Michaelmas 2014 Flier

Michaelmas 2014 Newsletter

Michaelmas 2014 Highlights

Masters Silent Retreat 2014

Honoring the Masters


Practice the stilling of the entire self. You must command your body to be still, and your energies or nervous electrical impulses. Stillness, when commanded of the emotional nature, means restfulness and purity in that department. It is mental stillness which amounts to an emptying, a draining out your own thoughts where it is possible, which requires your greatest effort. When the mind is perfectly calm, and open and emptied of the negatives with which you might fill it, then it is a mirror for the soul to work upon and reflect through from its own superior height. You are attentive to the purpose of your concentrations. You will quiet yourself and liberate yourself in order that through emptying you can be filled from Our Wellsprings. The mind, therefore, will be in control of the whole man and yet will, as sentinel, point to the everlasting. There is a reason to be quiet and point to the everlasting. There is a reason to be quiet and attentive. The reason is attunement to the threshold of God Consciousness. Remind yourselves frequently of your reason and let the door open itself to release its power.
The Wise and The Strong

The Masters' Purpose and Blessing Through Questhaven

There is a purpose behind all evolving life that calls for refining and perfecting. It is a spiral journey leading to mastery. A wonderful reality dawns with the knowing that there are humans who have achieved such perfection over their lower vehicles and personality-selves. They work with our Lord Christ to awaken humanity to the presence of God. These Masters also work with spiritual groups in various ways to deepen and inspire their highest ideals to come forth. Let us explore Their impetus behind Questhaven, for this is Their Work.
Reverend Blake Isaac

Sharings from Attendees of the Masters' Silent Retreat

Each year the connection I feel with the Masters deepens. It was profound to read through my journals from previous years and see how true guidance really did come through for my life.

This retreat was an opportunity to go much deeper into oneself and connect to God through the wisdom of the Masters.

The whole weekend culminated in an inspired idea for a new direction to help release some old wounds for which I am deeply grateful.

The Path of the Masters

Vernal Retreat 2014

Exploring Diving Beauty in Nature and Art


Take in everything before you and let your eyes be drenched with beauty, and as you love beauty in a reverent way it becomes a sacrament to you.
Flower A. Newhouse

A weekend of experiential events to increase our awareness of Beauty as an aspect of the Divine is an ideal preparation for our summer travels, both outwardly and inwardly.

June 20 – Church of the Holy Quest

A unique meditative tour to the inner side of Earth's mountain regions as clairvoyantly observed by Flower Newhouse. Richard Boult, devoted student of Flower's and a well-traveled lover of nature, led us on this holy trek, followed by an inspired sacred dance by Questhaven's Temple Dancers.

The Sacrament of Beauty

June 22 – Church of the Holy Quest

The retreat concluded with our Sunday devotional service and a summarizing talk, "Reflections of Divine Reality–A Sampling of Beauty Expressed" by Rev. Jonathan Wiltshire. Service included inspired gathering of music, art and reverent adoration of the Most High.

Reflections of Divine Reality: A Sampling of Beauty Expressed

Easter Retreat 2014

Easter Impressions from those Gathered


The Lord Christ and the active influence of the Christ Spirit awakens us to the Divinity within man and draws us Christward.
adapted from Christward by Flower A. Newhouse

Please enjoy these highlights and impressions from Easter Retreat

The opening with the Angel Dance brought in such beauty and power. Each performer was overshadowed by an Angelic Host. At the end of the dance, I looked at the Christ portrait. In utter amazement, I saw a radiant Light that formed around the Christ and moved out to fill the entire Chapel with His blessing. The power was overwhelming and brought me to tears.

For me last night's service was extremely powerful and humbling. Every aspect of the program was well done. I applaud and thank you for once again bringing Christ and the Inner Worlds closer.

The Lenten Meditations began the rhythmic movement which wove the tapestry of Sacred Energy so gracefully revealed yesterday in all its Glory! Everything was impeccable, reflecting the love and lightness of Questhaven's provision of The Light! I give great thanks for the privilege of participating.

I reside today in the richness of remembrance of all that took place on many levels. It is a memory and reflection of true wonder, fullness and beauty.

Easter Retreat Program

Easter Retreat Newsletter

Easter Retreat Highlights

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Christmas 2014

Christ, the Magnet of Our Return

Christmas Retreat

  • Dec 19 A Candlelighting Service at 7:30 p.m.
  • Dec 20 A Celebration of Activities
  • Dec 21 Joy to the World, the Lord Is Come!
    Rev. Blake Isaac

White Eagle Retreat

January 9-11: The Mystical Teachings of Flower A. Newhouse and White Eagle!

See our Retreat flier for event times and details.

Friday: Devotional Service in the Church of the Holy Quest: Bringing Through the Great Ones
Column Hayward and Rev. Blake Isaac


Saturday: Approaching Christ through St. John, the Cathars and White Eagle
Colum Hayward

Sunday: Insights Into Reality–Flower A. Newhouse and White Eagle
Rev. Blake Isaac

We can not give you any physical proof of our message of eternal life, but God has given you the power within your heart to receive your own confirmation of its truth. You may search the world over. You may use every scientific instrument humankind can devise; you can seek through the ways of psychic phenomena; yet still this great truth of eternal life evades you when you search only along the earthly path. There is always something beyond all earthly things, something elusive which cannot be caught, trapped and harnessed by the human mind. It is so free, so subtle, that it can only be realised in your own heart. You have been given the gift of God in you; within your own being is the light of God, and it is your work here on earth so to live as to stimulate the growth of this God consciousness.–White Eagle

White Eagle Retreat Flier

White Eagle Coming to Questhaven

Water Fund Donations

ImageCalifornia's current drought continues to impact Questhaven. We have lost over 20 trees and observe the effects of the drought on many others. The drought not only impacts our trees and vegetation, but the retreat depends on two wells for all its water. One well has stopped producing and the other one is not working at full capacity. We are in the process of working with drill specialists to clean the wells or deepen them as necessary.

In addition to requesting your ongoing prayers for rain, we have started a water fund to raise money to cover the expenses that will be incurred by drilling. The cleaning of both wells will cost around $10,000, while drilling a new well would be about $50,000. It is especially at times like these that we realize that Questhaven is only sustained by gifts of love. And we, in this time and age, are the ones called to help support and sustain it. This is our Questhaven. Whatever you can give toward this end will be gratefully received.

If you would like to help, please click the button below to use your credit card, or mail a check made payable to The Christward Ministry marked with "Water Fund" to this address.

Thank you for your donations!

Sunday Program

ImageSUNDAY SERVICES are held weekly at 10:45 a.m. in the Church of the Holy Quest. Services include music, choir, meditation, prayer, and an inpiring message.

IconListen to Podcasts of past Sunday talks.

Nov 2 Initiate Souls: Portals to the Divine
Rev. Miara Wiltshire

Nov 9 The Secret, Power and Effect of Love
Rev. Myrna Triggs

Nov 16 Christ Magnetizes God's Light in You
Rev. Hal Lingerman

Nov 23 Responding to the Starlight Rays of Our Soul
Rev. Blake Isaac

Nov 30 Keeping Vigil: The Mystical Practice of Wakefulness
Rev. Jonathan Wiltshire

Dec 7 The Annunciation of Mary
Julie Hilt

Dec 14 Walking in Oneness: Christ and You
Rev. Miara Wiltshire

Dec 21 Christmas Retreat Joy to the World, the Lord is Come!
Rev. Blake Isaac

Dec 28 Be Transformed by the Renewing of Your Mind
Rev. Elizabeth Wood

Jan 4 Demystifying Mysticism
Rev. Lucy Wold

Annual Retreats

ImageWEEKEND RETREATS are held annually to celebrate Christmas, Easter, Michaelmas, and the Vernal season. These 3-day retreats include devotional services and activities.

Apr 18-20, 2014 – Easter Retreat
Celebration of the Christ Resurrection

Jun 20-22, 2014 – Vernal Retreat
Celebration of Beauty, Arts and Nature

Sep 26-28, 2014 – Michaelmas Retreat
Celebration of the Angelic Kingdom

Dec 19-21, 2014 – Christmas Retreat
Celebration of the Christ Coming

Ongoing Activities

ImageCLASSES are offered regularly on Christward principles, prayer, meditation, healing, and artistic expression.

IconView our Calendar for an up-to-date list of the Classes and Workshops currently being offered.

IconWorld Prayer takes place every Friday at noon in Chapelito. We invite you to join our prayer circle, linking with other "pray-ers" to form a beautiful chain of energy encircling the world, blessing and transforming world circumstances.

IconWisdom Classes are held seasonally on alternating Tuesday at 7:30 p.m. in Chapelito for serious students. These devotional classes are dedicated to the path of mastery that all life is evolving upon. We draw insights, instruction and meditation from Those who have achieved evolution's goal of perfection.

IconFinding Your True North Classes are held seasonally on Mondays at 1:00 p.m. in the Academy. Classes include lessons on meditation and prayer to support our mysticial journey with Christ. Sign Up Now for our Online Classes and purchase the "Finding Your True North - Ways Into God's Presence" Resource Kit.

IconPranic Healing Clinics are conducted on the first Sunday of the month, except on holiday weekends, at 1:00 p.m. in the Questahven Academy. Learn more at pranichealingsd.com.

IconPanEuRhythmy is danced every Thursday at 8:00 a.m. and Sunday at 8:30 a.m. near the Labyrinth. This dance-exercise-meditation opens us to the presence and power of Spirit within ourselves and the universe. Learn more at paneurhythmy.us.

IconServers in Action Days are held on the first Saturday of each month from 9:00 a.m. until noon, when lunch is served. This is a wonderful opportunity for fellowship and service.

Questhaven Academy

ImageQuesthaven Academy is wholly dedicated to the purpose of preparing and training individuals to follow the way of discipleship to Christ.

The Academy offers a comprehensive Correspondence Training Program formed from a synthesis of Flower A. Newhouse's lectures and writings to help students apply these deeper Christ teachings.

Wisdom Teachings

The Lord Christ is responsible for the spiritual evolution of all people, even those who do not revere Him. Within His keeping are the keys for the development of this humanity.

IconChristian Mysticism is simply a method of reverence and devotion to God. It is a path of attainment which leads to the Divine Reality–to first-hand knowing of God. The mystical path stresses the way of Divine union with God through illumination.

IconThe Living Christ is the Lord of Angels and of men and the model of our own becoming. His service is the broadcasting of the Divine Christ Spirit, the light of redemption. His influence awakens in us the Christing of our own natures.

IconThe Angelic Kingdom consists of beings created by God. They, like mankind, press toward the goal of perfection and union with the Supreme Spirit. Angels are purer and more spiritual than man. Their very spirituality readily makes them mediators between Heaven and Earth.

IconNature provides healing and enlightenment. When wisely trod, the path to God through nature employs every faculty inherent in man. In nature, beauty shines in all its pristine essence before us. It is for us to newly discover and translate this beauty to our spirits and our senses.

IconThe Way of Discipleship is a way of drawing ever closer to the Divine Presence. It is a voluntary surrender of the entire self to the service of God. It pays great attention to spiritual realities and goals inspiring us toward inner growth.

IconMeditation and Prayer are the disciplines that most directly draw us Godward and into the inner worlds. During these moments, we consciously purify ourselves of worldly or personal preoccupations and center ourselves wholly upon consciousness of God.

IconReincarnation is the realization that life is a school, striving to awaken and quicken the Divinity within us, striving to bring man from primitive stages of unfoldment to that of greater and more glorious awareness.


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Any amount you spend or give in love helps preserve the nature, heritage and expression of Questhaven. We have operated in this way as a nonprofit with no membership since 1940.